monday

I have been feeling so “blah” and in an attempt to feel human again, I put on a dress…

It was momentous.

And then I promptly spent the afternoon on the floor of the bathroom with a raging child.

It was worth a try. But oh so short lived.

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Last night Andy and I were looking at the schedule for the week and we were trying to fit an appointment in somewhere.

We couldn’t find a time so he said, “We will just have to push it back a couple weeks.”

To which I said, “We can’t do that. The calendar doesn’t look any clearer next week or the next or…for the rest of our lives!!”

“Um. OK. Dear.”

I was slightly overwhelmed, mind you.

It’s an interesting season around here.

Lots of goodness. Lots of fun. Lots of overwhelmedness.

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Andy and I have resorted to sending each other text messages with only the words, “You can’t step on a dead man’s toes.”

It helps.

I wish, like all things, it was a lesson/mindset you could accept once and be done.

Rather it is one that must be learned/accepted about 100 times a day.

Sweet Jesus, come soon. It’s exhausting.

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